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Dear All,
Sorry coz i do not update my blog so often. Sometimes, i really dunno how to express what i wan to say or how i feel in English. I have more idea when i write in chinese. But i feel like killing myself half way cause the typing speed is not acceptable. Besides, i think it is not necessary to blog every single thing that happened. It seems a bit boring.
Today went to toastmaster meeting. Yesterday prepare the note until six in the morning. But i m so nervous when i stand on the stage. My mind is blank. I cant speak a word. I depend so much on the note and my hand gesture is not good. My mouth is trembling when i talk. In the meeting, everyone will try to tell the weaknesses of yourself and how to improve it and they will always support U. I feel i m so stupid when i need to speak in front of people. You can hear my voice is trembling. I can’t control it ... But i always believe that practice make perfect. If u interested for this, let me know. Then i tell U more about how the event is going.